chanii: (Slash: Is A Lifestyle)

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through the eyes of a freak

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Created on 2009-05-01 18:31:22 (#182189), last updated 2012-07-30 (243 weeks ago)

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Birthdate:Apr 14

chani. 23. germany.
freak. slasher. fangirl.
proud. KiD. g33k.
german. english. 1337.

chewing gum. movies. DVDs.
livejournal. skype. slash.
notebook. palm. eyeliner.
tv shows. accents. japan.
new zealand. cats. books.
gay men. trash movies.
geeks. manga. icons.

giga. lord of the rings. stargate sg-1.
stargate atlantis. the o.c. heroes.
viva la bam. the faculty. queer as folk.
angel. supernatural. harry potter.
jake 2.0. leverage. terminator.
smallville. die hard. eureka.
firefly. the tribe. merlin. die hard.
the fast and the furious. chuck.

nils/simon. etienne/simon. jared/jensen.
dom/billy. lijah/orli. jack/daniel.
daniel/cameron. mckay/sheppard. ram/jack.
jack/lex. jay/ved. bam/ryan. johnny/ryan.
casey/zeke. brian/justin. angel/spike.
dean/sam. draco/harry. dom/brian. clark/oliver.
clark/lex. mcclane/farrell. hardison/eliot.
nathan/jack. casey/chuck. bryce/chuck.
merlin/arthur. simon/mal. jake/kyle.
albus severus/scorpius. derek/john.

otherland. harry potter. star wars.
lord of the rings. his dark materials.
wolfsaga. der mond hinter den scheunen.
dune. fearless. animorphs. famous five.

everyone ♥
let me re-phrase that: everyone who can live with slash and everyone who does not wank.
also, there's the posts with the omgwtfrndm tag. you will not understand those.
ever. they will make slightly more sense when you have [personal profile] tmz_cori friended.
but probably not.


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Fandom is focus. Fandom is obsession. Fandom is insatiable consumption. Fandom is sitting for hours in front of a TV screen a movie screen a computer screen with a comic book a novel on your lap. Fandom is eyestrain and carpal tunnel syndrome and not enough exercise and staying up way, way past your bedtime.

Fandom is people you don't tell your mother you're meeting. Fandom is people in the closet, people out and proud, people in costumes, people in T-shirts with slogans only fifty others would understand. Fandom is a loud dinner conversation scaring the waiter and every table nearby.

Fandom is you in Germany and me in the US and him in Australia and her in Japan. Fandom is a sofabed in New York, a roadtrip to Oxnard, a friend behind a face in London. Fandom talks past timezones and accents and backgrounds. Fandom is conversation. Communication. Contact.

Fandom is drama. Fandom is melodrama. Fandom is high school. Fandom is Snacky's law and Godwin's law and Murphy's law. Fandom is smarter than you. Fandom is stupider than you. Fandom is five arguments over and over and over again. Fandom is the first time you've ever had them.

Fandom is female. Fandom is male. Fandom lets female play at being male. Fandom bends gender, straight, gay, prude, promiscuous. Fandom is fantasy. Fandom doesn't care about norms or taboos or boundaries. Fandom cares too much about norms and taboos and boundaries. Fandom is not real life. Fandom is closer than real life. Fandom knows what you're really like in the bedroom. Fandom is how you would never, could never be in the bedroom.

Fandom is shipping, never shipping, het, slash, gen, none of the above, more than the above. Fandom is love for characters you didn't create. Fandom is recreating the characters you didn't create. Fandom is appropriation, subversion, dissention. Fandom is adoration, extrapolation, imitation. Fandom is dissection, criticism, interpretation. Fandom is changing, experimenting, attempting.

Fandom is creating. Fandom is drawing, painting, vidding: nine seasons in four minutes of love. Fandom is words, language, authoring. Fandom is essays, stories, betas, parodies, filks, zines, usenet posts, blog posts, message board posts, emails, chats, petitions, wank, concrit, feedback, recs. Fandom is writing for the first time since you were twelve. Fandom is finally calling yourself a writer.

Fandom is signal and response. Fandom is a stranger moving you to tears, anger, laughter. Fandom is you moving a stranger to speak.

Fandom is distraction. Fandom is endangering your job, your grades, your relationships, your bank account. Fandom gets no work done. Fandom is too much work. Fandom was/is just a phase. Fandom could never be just a phase. Fandom is where you found a friend, a sister, a kindred spirit. Fandom is where you found a talent, a love, a reason.

Fandom is where you found yourself.

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